I'm completely worthless to society at this point. I jump every time the phone rings, especially in the afternoons (when outs usually happen). I get this huge adrenaline rush that leaves me weak, nauseated, and teary. And then, it's only L calling to see how I am and check on his forex account. I'm stalking the boards at adoption.com to look for outs from other agencies (I'd never visited these boards until recently). I check our agency board a gazillion times a day to see if we've moved closer to the top of the list. And I pray. Please God, let us get the call soon!
With all this nail biting time at the computer, I've been designing things for my cafepress shop
Ben Stein for president!